LOVE

LOVE where do I begin . . .

There are so many different types of LOVE . . .

LOVE for a friend . . .

LOVE for family . . .

LOVE for the Lord . . .

Where does LOVE all start . . .

I LOVE my boys,

Blonde hair, brown eyes, 36lbs, when he was born on July 2005 he was so small, this full term little boy 5lbs 7 ½ ounces it was the happiest I have ever been in my life. Here I am a sinner with the feeling that I was alone in the world (I knew of Jesus but I backslide). Holding this little gift from God no matter how it came about looking into those eyes so curious and taking in this new place. Is this what LOVE is? My heart pounding not knowing if I should cry or smile with all the joy in my heart, I was holding this little red angel, wearing preemie clothes. This was my child, my son God knew the hurt and the pain I must have endured and even though I was a sinner the Lord still loved me and knowing my heart I was given a chance to know what Love was. Ten little fingers and ten little toes, two brown eyes and a little nose, God put together this precious gift with LOVE and care.

Blonde hair, Blue eyes, 34lbs, born on November 2006 I was handed this bundled little baby full of black hair with a semi pointy nose. As I looked into the blue eyes that were glazed over looking at me I felt a joy that made me feel like I was floating in the air with this little infant holding my finger staring at me and no one else. God you have blessed my life with another little boy to watch and teach your ways. I was so excited to know that the Lord knew my heart and had/has his own plan for me in my life. With this little gift 7 ½lbs and 12 ½ ounces of white meat bundled up in this striped blanket our bond our LOVE, I knew my life was going to change in a big way. Now this little boy has grown into the smartest, most handsome boy I could have asked for. A smile from him could melt your heart and make you want to do back flips.

LOVE . . .

This feeling to protect, weave out the bad and in the good, this feeling that overwhelms my soul to be right and do good to show others. This is LOVE no flying hearts, no cupid, no chocolate, no nothing could cause such a feeling but God. The Lord Jesus Christ is the only thing, before my boys where born there was this hole in my heart. I was not willing to let anyone in, I was living with Mrs. M and because of the M family I heard the words of the Lord. My father tried to tell me his words but I was just to hurt by my own family I could not listen. Mrs. M took me in and we went to church I heard the words was starting to grow, but the devil found his way back saw my interest increase. Well he won, I ended up moving away that hole in my heart felt whole then it left. It took a while but I won over the devil (who I still fight to this day), my heart the feeling of loneliness, hate, sorrow, feeling of worthlessness, trash, and so much more slowly started disappearing. The reason for that I give unto the Lord, he slowly filled up my heart with his LOVE but also the LOVE of others he has brought into my life. My boys, my friends, and my family plus Brothers and Sisters in Christ I give thanks to the Lord Our God for all the LOVE he has brought even his own LOVE for a sinner like me!